I’m always curious why bad things happen to good people? What is God trying to do? Obviously, there is a plan bigger than I can see, but in the midst of it, IT HURTS.
I know God’s plans are not MY plans and letting go of control is very difficult. This week especially has been very difficult so far and I’ve cried almost every day, which of course is cleansing and good but still doesn’t solve my issues.
Lord, please grant me patience and grace. Because right now I just want to pack up and move to Alaska.
I still might…but my kids are too cute, so I probably won’t. ;-) And I know my life is good compared to the struggles others have! So why do I feel so trapped and exhausted? Who knows? God does.
So for now, I’m going to take one minute at a time, put some Acceptance essential oil on, and trust that God is helping me grow even though I can’t see it right now.
Peace everyone! Have a blessed week!